After months of contemplating divorce and feeling absolutely nothing, yesterday I think it finally sunk in that it's what I want, what I need. My heart hurts and I'm sad. I haven't talked to him yet. We've been struggling for months and the topic of divorce has come up several times. But this time it's different. He said maybe 5 words to me all evening. He looked at me with pure hatred. Our kids feel the tension and I hate it. I want to feel relief. Also, don't know where to start. Maybe I need to download divorce forms https://onlinedivorcer.com/online-divorce-tennessee and just filling them? Perhaps it will be a good start.